No title. Just a random stuff.

It has been a a year and half since i updated my last post on blog.
Well, it seems like writing and blogging had turned me off.

and...here i am. in UM. University of Malaya.
The so-called as the best university in Malaysia. (well...duhh)
Trust me, there's nothing "wow" here.
well...i'm not sure.

I write this post with nothing in my mind.
I had no idea what busied me lately.
I had no idea if i did things right.
I had no idea if i put my effort enough to complete things.
I had no idea if i put enough effort to improve myself.
Seems like i learn no skills here.
I didn't take a chance to improve my skills.
I had no idea what i am looking for.

I'm still searching.
My passion...something i could attach to.
I don't have any.
People will just laughing at me by reading this.

Deep down...it's so complicated and complex.
I wonder how to minimize the complexities.

I always asking myself,
how on earth others found the exit from comfort zone circle.
How am i going to step out from my comfort zone?
I'm scare to try everything.
If i let this continue then i'll have no chance to improve myself...
and to see life in a different dimension
to see life in a deeper horizon
to feel life profoundly.

What has gotten into me?
Why i am so scare?
What scares me so greatly?

Then....puffff!

Ok, while writing this...
something popped out from my mind,
I need to step out from comfort zone.
That's it.

Don't talk too much.
Stop whining.
Stop complaining.

Do your job.
Do what you should do.

Then..."What's the point you wrote this??"

Me : Nothing.