i had sitting for STPM TOV 2012 last 2 weeks.
well, everything goes well and smoothly, Alhamdulillah.
Ouh, ya...scratch that.
Frankly speaking, i did worst in Arabic.
It's like an alien language for me.
just hoping i pass for arabic, nothing much.
Most of schools in Terengganu had taken TOV exam earlier from my school.
i've no idea why such thing happened.
back then, i got a "peruncingan" or "soalan bocor" to be exact.
well, at first i don't even know that my friends sent me a 'soalan bocor'
for both paper 1 and 2 of History subjects.
when an exam for history around the corner,
you know...i was kinda blindingly desperate.
(i'm a procrastinator and struggle at the end of period)
i HAD to use the 'peruncingan'. (a 'soalan-bocor' term is too much for me).
and what a surprise!! i found a whole scheme of answers in the books.
and idioticallty, i memorized the scheme.
My thought about i'm a good and smart student never last until I did that.
Memorizing the scheme was ill-conceived, imbecile and imprudent!
I've no idea why i had do such a disgrace thing. Seriously, it was deadly embarrassing.
After the exam, the teachers knew that we all got the 'soalan-bocor'.
and what astounding me the most is some students cheating in exam
by bringing together the answer scheme in the period of exam.
(i thought i'm the only one who use the scheme)
now, really...I'M DEAD MEAT.
and...correction. I'm not one of those who cheating in exam.
i'm merely memorized the scheme BEFORE exam.
I never dare and I do not have a gut to cheat in exam.
But still, memorizing the scheme is the most stupid thing.
The teachers decide that they wouldn't give a mark which means 'O' for the students.
and what terrifying me the most is if teachers put me with those who cheat.
of course, SOME of my answers are same with scheme.
I'm scare to death!
Lately, i was frantic with worry.
The whole situation after the examination perturbed me greatly.
Hoping it has got nothing to do with me.
-- scare --
