Today, i work out my new routine, hiking at Bukit Besar. This is my 5th time reaching the peak of the hill of Bukit Besar. Hiking can be very addictive, no kidding. Once I reached the peak, i want to do it again and again. It's fun even though extremely tiring.  

It feels different than jogging. I could jog less than 5 minutes. I became fatigue so easily and didn't sweat much. I mean not enough to wet my tudung. haha.  
But when it comes to hiking, it's all about your mental state or mental strength. If you determine enough to reach the peak then you'll work it out. That's what i love about hiking. You don't need push yourself all the way to the peak. If you're tired you can rest for a moment and take a deep breath, yeah that will brought you nearer to the nature.   

I could feel the difference after 5 times hiking. My body seems fitter! haha. 

As I reached the peak, I could see the picturesque scenery of the city of Terengganu. It's very breathtaking. I definitely will hike again. It's now my ruling passion. 

  

Empty

It's almost 10 months i'm staying at home since STPM examination. 
and...1 week left. Next week i'll having a new life at university. I'll live a university student's life. Well, seems like a lot of things awaiting me.  
I could sense there will be a lot of challenges. Nervous. 

Ok, let's get back to the topic. Empty. 10 months at home yet i did nothing.  
There's no improvement in soft skill and languages i made. I waste my time and i couldn't go back. I have to move on and live in regret. In university, I'll regret for wasting so much time at home and now, I am. 

Day by day, the lesser book i read. be it english or malay. I don't have motivation at all to keep learning. I didn't practice writing at all. Now, it takes me 10 minutes to construct just one sentence! argh! I have no idea what to write. I forget a lot of vocabulary and yeah, i will not mention about the grammar. you could judge how bad my grammar and sentence structure are just by reading this.  

Once you lost the momentum it's hard to find them back. I lost it all. A momentum of reading, momentum of writing, momentum of praying. I. Lost. It. All. and now i don't know where to find them back. I completely lost.  God help me.  

Thinking of my life at home this bad makes me wonder how bad my life in university could be. God, guide me all the way there. Guide me. 

University of Malaya, here i come!

Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah. 

Alhamdulillah i've been offered to University of Malaya. 

in Islamic studies or specifically Islamic Law (fiqh and usul). 

I got the course which i dreamed of and it's my first choice, again alhamdulillah. 

At first, i didn't put high hopes to be accepted to UM. 

and i'm just like, let's just give a try. even deep in my mind i kept saying to myself there's no way i could be accepted. You know, there are a lot of competitions where it's every students dream to enter UM. I have to compete with STAM, STPM and foundation students. But the competition is not challenging as science stream.  

But something about UM bother me a lot lately and make me unmotivated. It's about orientation week or MHS (Minggu Haluansiswa). I heard from my sister and my friend that orientation week in UM is very tough. I guess it's the toughest (well, not included uitm). well, thinking how hellish the orientation week is, i'm not in my mood and not excited at all to go there.  

Just wait and see. I can't wait to see what await me there.  

My siamese cat...

            All these days, i never took care about my cats. i never concerned where did they go, where did they sleep, Are they cold, are they hungry....i never did. The only things i know are to fill my stomach and grooming myself. I just like "hey, i have a cat. so what? they know how to take care of themselves. they are boring. they are a bad companion. It's just a cat. they know nothing. The only thing the know is pleading sympathy (when it comes to eat). I mean..it's just a cat. nothing interesting from them and almost everyone own a cat." IT"S JUST A CAT!

I kept boast to people that i'm a cat lover...and I love cat.  gh

Dear Teacher....here...

Now, i'm very sad. Indeed very sad and disappointed.  

I sat for MUET on November 2012 and it turned out horribly. I've never knew that my English is so terrible until I got the result. Band 3. What a bummer. and, yes my english is suck. (ouh, forget the grammatical errors here. I'm gonna do my best in order to have a better proficiency in english. just let me try.) but the saddest part is most of my friends only scored Band 1 and Band 3. 6 out of 59 got Band 3, including me. 

and the MUET teacher threw the tantrum to the Lower 6 students. poor them (i mean the student). What's had gotten into them???  

Dear teacher, you can't do nothing at all about the result. look, most of my friend are bad english users. then, you pushed them to learn and master english in 1 and half year. what did you expect?????? I know, started from this you looked down on us more (form 6 students).  

You even asked in sarcastic manner "What did you'll learnt in this 1 and half year? if this were going to be the results then you better not to take the exam." well, teacher. you made me speechless. I've got nothing to say but just hating what did you said to us. 

dear teacher, come on....open up your mind......